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Lola, Lolo EP

by Julius Obregon, Jr.

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1.
saan ka man naroroon sinta pag-ibig kong wagas ang iyong madarama kailan pa man sa iyo'y di lilimot pusong uhaw sa iyong pag-irog saan ka man naroroon sinta pangarap ko'y ikaw pagkat mahal kita asahan mong sa habang panahon alaala kita saan ka man naroroon asahan mong sa habang panahon alaala kita saan ka man naroroon
2.
grandmother, grandfather building a home tell me what land haunts your dreams do you dream of the countryside where you were born or the land that lies o’er the sea? grandmother, grandfather raising your own with a dozen of kids at your knee boarded flight for a 12-hour ride hoping someday they all could be free grandmother, grandmother tell us a tale of the day when our mothers were born you picked out their names like an alphabet game seven girls, seven letters a piece grandmother, grandfather show me your hands are they tired from holding the world? and how could it be to this day you still seem to feel close as the day we met Lolo and Lola the names that you chose from the day that your children had kids isn’t it strange how I changed out your names cause I thought that the syllables fit? and isn’t it strange how we all changed our names cause they told us the syllables fit.
3.
you picked me up and for a moment my crying is silenced by your voice i rest my head to hear you humming the melody that echoes in your chest and i'm not ready, i'm not ready to be let go when you first held me said "i'm not ready to let you go" we played a game of hide and seek but the moment i no longer felt you near my heart would race i felt the panic afraid that i might never see your face again and i'm not ready, i'm not ready to be let go i'm not ready, no i'm not ready to be alone and when i'm older and you are gone i will rest my head against the soil to hear you humming softly still

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released March 15, 2022

yesterday i felt compelled and inspired to record these songs that i've been sitting on for a long time. truth be told, I didn't even remember that the one-year mark of lola's passing was soon approaching until later that day. that stroke of inspiration must have been lola's way of telling me she wanted to hear these, lol.

i'm really just offering these up as a gift to my family. these songs have helped me grieve and celebrate the memory of lolo and lola over the past couple days. my hope is that it can help you do the same. i hope that these songs honor lolo and lola's story in such a way that makes them feel close on a day like this.

these are pretty unfinished demos, but i am happy with how they turned out--i would have posted them right away, but as lola always told me, "haste makes waste."

if you're reading this and not part of my family, you're welcome to listen but i'd kindly ask you to refrain from downloading these mp3's for now. i'm hoping to record these again someday, and i really just wanted to upload these songs at this time as a gift to my family on this day of remembering our lola.

while i ultimately love to share music with the world, this one is a little personal and my intent is to keep it rather private--at least in terms of having copies of these tunes. (it was just more complicated to make it a proper "private" release and have to send out individual download codes).

here's to you lolo and lola, i wish i could have mailed you these songs on cd so you wouldn't have to listen to my old youtube videos and chapel recordings anymore lol.

thanks for teaching us how to love, to laugh, to feast, to celebrate, and to hold one another when times get rough.

"that's it" - lolo

with love,
julius suratos obregon, jr.

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